Archive for June, 2008

Cave Paintings

I’ve been working on a painting for a while now and I’ve arrived at one of those perplexing moments when I’m not finished with it but I like the way it looks in it’s current form.

Sometimes I have trouble finding inspiration to paint. So what I’ve decided to do is to go through some books on art history and use those images to jog my brain into action. The first section in the book I have is on cave paintings. So up to this point I’ve just been trying to recreate the cave part of the painting. It’s been an interesting experience is paint layering and textures. I confess I don’t have a clue what I’m doing and it’s taken far too long. But it’s been educational for sure.

Next, I want to actually add some pre-historic looking cave art. But instead of just recreating what the picture in the book looks like, I want to reinterpret it for the situation I find myself in here. I can’t finish it yet, however, because I want to ask one of my profs a question about something when classes start up again.

Here’s the current state of the project. I had to fiddle with the colors a bit after the picture was taken to try to get it to look like the painting. I’m not sure what the best way is to get that correct except to eyeball it.

My New Bike

I bought a bike today. Thanks to Dennis and everyone at Bike Depot.

Catching Up

Things have been busy around these parts in the last few weeks. I haven’t really had time to catch my breath. It’s unusual, but my social calendar has been relatively full. My brother and his family were in town for a day. We went to the Louisville Slugger Museum and then out for dinner. I got to see two of my nieces and give everyone a rain-abbreviated tour of campus.

Last Saturday I had bunches of friends from church over to the apartment for grilled sandwiches and chips, brownies and ice cream. It was packed in my tiny apartment, but it was good to get together with everyone and be encouraged.

In recent days I’ve also been fortunate to attend my first ever hockey game and a production of Shakespeare’s Julius Caesar. Good times were had by all.

And I’ve been working 40+ hours every week.

And I’ve managed to finish reading both Homer’s Iliad and Odyssey, a long-time goal that I’ve had. I tend to buy books with the intention of reading them right then, but they end up getting shelved until I find the time to devote to them (which doesn’t stop me from buying more books in the meantime until I’m buried under the weight of my non-reading). I did that with these two a while ago, and the opportune moment finally arrived. I’d like to say more about both stories, but, knowing me, I probably will never get around to it.

Unfortunately, in the midst of all of that, my attention to reading for my classes in the fall has been a bit slack. My plan for tomorrow it to sit down at a friendly local café and chart out the remainder of my summer. At the moment, I have some seven weeks left before classes start. Yikes.

Looking forward now, I have two weddings to attend in those seven weeks (one of which involves a trip home to Atlanta). I’ll soon be changing my work schedule to the afternoon (3-11), and I’m not sure what kind of impact that will have on me. And I would love to fit in a camping trip sometime. I don’t think it’s all possible.

Flickr

I just found out that Flickr only lets you have 200 pictures on a free account, and I’m really bummed about it. And the thought of paying for a pro account irritates me. If it was a one time charge, that’d be one thing. But a yearly fee? Something about it just makes me cringe. With all the freeness out there it seems a shame to shell out $25 for that every year.

It’s too bad, though. Of the photo storage sites I’ve seen, I far and away like Flickr the best. I like the ease of use and the searchableness and the comments and community (even though I don’t get too many comments). I checked out Google’s Picasa and I’m less than impressed. I usually like most of what they put out, but that one doesn’t seem to be in the same league as Flickr.

I’m thinking about keeping the photos on Flickr for a while and then archiving them here on WordPress. It would mean more work for me, though, so that means it probably won’t get done at all.

Life Goal #52

Well, I finished reading War & Peace this week. (I don’t really have a list of life goals of which this was number fifty-two, but perhaps I should have such a list.) I ended up not reading it as I had intended… slowly over time with plenty of time for reflection and digestion. No, like most other books I try to read that way, I ended up getting absorbed into the characters and the events and spending hours and days immersed in it all. I wonder what power this is that allows authors to make me care so much about the people and situations they invent? I don’t understand it, but I love it. I love seeing my life through the eyes of all the various characters, and I inevitably find myself in most of them.

My goal is to try to gather up some of these thoughts about the various characters and write some about them soon (before they really fade from my mind). I don’t know if I can really write much about the plot. I’ve had a hard time identifying the normal structures I expect in a narrative. It’s so sprawling and huge. The characters seem to be more important to me (especially Pierre), but really I’m just in my first stages of trying to understand it all. More to come soon (I hope).

The Crito: Hermeneutics, Conscience, and Motivation

Plato’s Crito is the second part of the three-part account of the trial and execution of Socrates. A friend of Socrates named Crito visits him in prison and attempts to persuade him to bribe his jailors (or let his friends do it for him) and escape from Athens. He tries to tell Socrates that history will judge his friends for not doing all they could to save him; that he is capitulating to his enemies; that his children will be left orphans. But Socrates rejects a relativistic morality, argues against each one of these, and determines not to escape.

That’s the “plot” in a nutshell. I don’t have much to say about it at this point. I still feel like I don’t know how to read these things well. I’m listening to a lecture series on them as an aside, and the teacher makes an interesting comment: You can only really read these for the first time on your second or third time through them. The point is very similar to something we talked about in hermeneutics class: we come to understand the small units of a text (like sentences and paragraphs) in light of the text as a whole; we come to understand the text as a whole by focusing on the sentences and paragraphs. They inform and help interpret each other. Needless to say, I have a long way to go with Plato and hermeneutics in general. I know I won’t get it all on this protoreading.

However, I did want to quote one small part and make one or two tiny observations. In this quote, Socrates is speaking, but he is doing so from the perspective of the laws of Athens:

… be advised by us your guardians, and do not think more of your children or of your life or of anything else than you think of what is right, so that when you enter the next world you may have all this to plead in your defense before the authorities there. It seems clear that if you do this thing [i.e. escape from Athens], neither you nor any of your friends will be the better for it or be more upright or have a cleaner conscience here in this world, nor will it be better for you when you reach the next. (54b)

One, I think it’s interesting that Socrates recognizes and makes his conscience the primary reason for why he chooses not to escape. It reminds me of what I’ve read about Martin Luther’s stand at the beginning of the Reformation.

And two, this quote deals with the motivations Socrates gives for not violating his conscience. The first one is an expectation of some kind of judgment in the afterlife. Again, I know I don’t really understand the Greek cosmology here or who is doing the judging. But I’m interested in this expectation and how it agrees with what Christianity teaches. The letter to the Hebrews says, ‘For we know him who said, “Vengeance is mine; I will repay.” And again, “The Lord will judge his people.” It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.’ (Heb 10:31)

The second motivation also bears some similarity to ideas in Christianity. It is a desire to do good to others. Socrates sees how his actions will impact his friends, and he determines to do nothing that will not benefit them—nothing that will not help them to be more upright. This is similar to Paul’s discussion of Christian liberty in 1 Corinthians 8-9. He encourages believers strong in faith to do nothing that will put the faith of others in danger.

Okay, so that was the first reading. Those comments probably don’t have much to do with the essential character of Plato’s dialogue. At this point I guess I’m just trying to make associations with things I already know and have been exposed to… some kind of weird free association. Hopefully it will at least help me to remember some of this.

June Muxtape

The theme for the June Muxtape is “Hopeful Melancholy.” There something about the cathartic song, isn’t there? It can identify with us in our down times and still raise us up with a sense of comfort. It’s like rubbing a bruise. It’s hurts, but it strangely makes things feel better. In some way these songs take seriously the sins in our lives and their consequences. But they still offer hope. Some of my favorites:

  1. Vigilantes of Love: Certain Slant of Light
    One of my all time favorite songs, especially after falling down so hard.

  2. Karen Dalton: Something On Your Mind
    A new song I just heard. Thanks viz.

  3. Jennie Stearns: Season of Dreams
    It’s the trumpet I love especially in this one.

  4. Jason Harrod: Waiting For My Day
    A very honest song about unbelief and longing.

  5. Low: Laser Beam
    “I just need your grace…”

  6. The Innocence Mission: July
    We all need friends with sparklers.

  7. Don Peris: Spin
    Another honest song about the struggles. But there is the Shepherd.

  8. Jay Ungar: Ashokan Farewell
    What is it about the violin?

  9. Sandra McCracken: Shelter
    “…the questions we have left unspoken…”

  10. Over The Rhine: It’s Never Quite What It Seems
    I could’ve picked about a dozen songs from OtR for this list. In this one, I’m reminded that faith looks beyond just the appearances of things: “…those that burn with thirst will lift their glass…”

  11. Ticklepenny Corner: (reprise)
    I love the picture of losing an arm and gaining extra legs. It reminds me that even though we’re scarred by life and sin, God can use even our deformities for his purposes. Even these things won’t cause him to erase us from his plan.

Well, I had plans to write so much more about these songs. But by the time I do I know that it’ll be the end of the month and it’ll be pointless. So, for what it’s worth, this is the month of June. Maybe I’ll get better at this as time goes by. The new job has been stealing all of my energy from me lately.


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